(2015)
I want to hate you I want to blame you For all the pain In my heart I want to hate you
In this life We have moments Both good and bad We have them all But the best moments
The battle rages on Leaves me weary Restless and weak But at This moment
Too many times you told me Too many times “if I had known” Too many times “ I wouldn’t do it… Too many times “ I fell too far s… Too many times I never measured u…
I love your grace Always seeing beyond The ruins left In the wake of sin I love your strength
Driven too long with out coolant With out lubricant, my wife Blew the head gasket on the old Buick century. Now lifeless on the flatbed. Wait…
REST! REST! REST! It is finished he has said put no faith in your own hands
Little I can do Now that I have injured you I must disgust you
It’s been 14 years Since we’ve spoken 14 years In which I’ve tried to Bury my regrets
There’s a hollow place Where your heart belongs Its vacuous emptiness Drains all compassion Consumes without satiation
She was never mine I was never her’s Neither loved as a possession Both possessed By the love we shared
I can no longer trust my mind not to betray me, and devour me To bury me with thoughts of insecu… Was it love was it something else
Whether moth to flame Or drawn in like fly to shit You captivate me
Today is the last day I am going to do this to myself The last day I will hold on to any hope Today is the last day
The way to a man’s heart Is through his stomach Or so the saying goes But things are seldom So simple as that