Here comes the rain To wash away All the things the could have been Here comes the rain ( again) A cleansing flood
Little I can do Now that I have injured you I must disgust you
I have been proud I have considered myself wise I have thought that I was Far above The failures of others
I want you Out of my head Out of my heart I want your memory To leave me be
I broke something beautiful I had prior commitments I was not free to live out that fantasy
It has never changed My heart’s inclination. I am still drawn to you. Having known you I cannot see you
I can’t help wondering Was that really you Could it have been so High If I could answer
I have done you Oh, so wrong. I have never given you What you need Forgive my failure
I’ve lost it again The words were just there Right on the tip Of my mind Now they’ve descended
Life is right judgement Wisdom divides great from small Wrongness has no life
Staring down Into my own Oblivion Self destruction Impossible to escape
You were more Than yourself For me You were A reason
I never told you a lie I was honest from the start You knew about my wife You knew who I was You accepted the facts
I’m not sure whether I love or ha… The me I am because of you You reminded me How good it felt To feel without reserve
I want to hate you I want to blame you For all the pain In my heart I want to hate you