(20150915)
I want to hate you I want to blame you For all the pain In my heart I want to hate you
If anyone but you Had told me not to talk to you They would never have succeeded I let you go Because you asked me to.
I want you Out of my head Out of my heart I want your memory To leave me be
A powerful master Frequently cloaked Obscured by half truths Demands masked as duty Though there is nothing lovely in…
It’s been 14 years Since we’ve spoken 14 years In which I’ve tried to Bury my regrets
Today is the last day I am going to do this to myself The last day I will hold on to any hope Today is the last day
Easy to lament Greatness touched and then gone bu… Few taste it at all
2015-01-01-19-13-39_poetryx World Divided I sit here alone waiting on the edge harsh reality
I’m not sure whether I love or ha… The me I am because of you You reminded me How good it felt To feel without reserve
One more meeting Just one more Rendezvous And the courage To speak up
This is where I am Though I fail to treasure it I am still right here
Here comes the rain To wash away All the things the could have been Here comes the rain ( again) A cleansing flood
All the spaces between. All the things left unsaid. They are like the air packed into a vanilla milkshake
After the party Red solo cups and used rubbers filled with unrealized potential, liter
Everyone thinks they know what is best. The path they have chosen Must fit all. Knowledge of Right and wrong