You made me young Took away all my excuses You brought me to life Demolished ever inhibition You taught me to love
How was it possible? Why on earth Did it never happen Before? How did you change
2014-12-29-23-07-15_journalx It is all too easy to be a smug pr… I don’t watch t.v. I don’t eat McDonald’s I don’t use facebook
I’ve lost it again The words were just there Right on the tip Of my mind Now they’ve descended
I know That you still feel The same as I do I know That it can only
I have done you Oh, so wrong. I have never given you What you need Forgive my failure
There are so many things I’d like to say to you But when I see your face My mind just goes blank I’m terrified
There’s a hollow place Where your heart belongs Its vacuous emptiness Drains all compassion Consumes without satiation
I’m not sure whether I love or ha… The me I am because of you You reminded me How good it felt To feel without reserve
I can’t help wondering Was that really you Could it have been so High If I could answer
Nothing to see in your Reflection The only life you possess Is what you Devour
One year ago We were nearly lovers One year ago The closest of friends One year ago
Today is the last day I am going to do this to myself The last day I will hold on to any hope Today is the last day
In this life We have moments Both good and bad We have them all But the best moments
You are a pain I can’t put out of… You are an ache I can’t cease to… The momentary joy worth limitless… Knowing the pain that was before m… I chose to embrace that momentary…