I want to hate you I want to blame you For all the pain In my heart I want to hate you
I don’t know if you read these things But if you do I’ll take your silence as a
2014-12-29-23-07-15_journalx It is all too easy to be a smug pr… I don’t watch t.v. I don’t eat McDonald’s I don’t use facebook
once you loved me i know this is true its veracity is beyond a doubt once your face lit up when I entered your vision
What are you selling Everybody is That thing that you have That’s icing and fizz Every encounter
Letting go Is not a choice That I can just make There are no simple steps I can mechanically perform
The million incandescent bulbs that line Gibbs St from Barrett Place to Main go out just after midnight. Stragg… smokers sit or stand in the alley
Naked and unashamed The garden abandoned Acceptance exchanged alienation in judgement alone
Little I can do Now that I have injured you I must disgust you
For an instant I touched it Greatness was upon me I wonder Do you know it?
Life is right judgement Wisdom divides great from small Wrongness has no life
There’s a hollow place Where your heart belongs Its vacuous emptiness Drains all compassion Consumes without satiation
I have been proud I have considered myself wise I have thought that I was Far above The failures of others
Hope is so elusive It just won’t come near Hopelessness and foolishness Grasping to things that just aren’… I can’t seem to find freedom
2015-01-21-21-07-36_poetryx Wondering Wandering Quagmire My own creation