once you loved me i know this is true its veracity is beyond a doubt once your face lit up when I entered your vision
She was never mine I was never her’s Neither loved as a possession Both possessed By the love we shared
One year ago We were nearly lovers One year ago The closest of friends One year ago
Today is the last day I am going to do this to myself The last day I will hold on to any hope Today is the last day
I don’t know if you read these things But if you do I’ll take your silence as a
One more meeting Just one more Rendezvous And the courage To speak up
I never told you a lie I was honest from the start You knew about my wife You knew who I was You accepted the facts
The battle rages on Leaves me weary Restless and weak But at This moment
You are a pain I can’t put out of… You are an ache I can’t cease to… The momentary joy worth limitless… Knowing the pain that was before m… I chose to embrace that momentary…
This is where I am Though I fail to treasure it I am still right here
For an instant I touched it Greatness was upon me I wonder Do you know it?
2014-12-29-23-07-15_journalx It is all too easy to be a smug pr… I don’t watch t.v. I don’t eat McDonald’s I don’t use facebook
Passions pit perfervid. Smoking cinders, and coals endure petulantly past their prime. Blisters and puss
Life is right judgement Wisdom divides great from small Wrongness has no life
I can’t help wondering Was that really you Could it have been so High If I could answer