I’m not sure whether I love or ha… The me I am because of you You reminded me How good it felt To feel without reserve
I want to have it all A full meal with all the flavors Of the single morsel You fed me
2014-12-28-21-44-05 It is a myth When they say “The pieces you give away You never get back”
Here comes the rain To wash away All the things the could have been Here comes the rain ( again) A cleansing flood
This is where I am Though I fail to treasure it I am still right here
Take care In how you engage the battle of who can care less. though it may
There are so many things I’d like to say to you But when I see your face My mind just goes blank I’m terrified
It didn’t happen all at once The stress of impact And the heat of friction Combined Has a natural result
You were more Than yourself For me You were A reason
To have kept you Would have cost me Nothing To have lost you
The battle rages on Leaves me weary Restless and weak But at This moment
I can no longer trust my mind not to betray me, and devour me To bury me with thoughts of insecu… Was it love was it something else
I want to hate you I want to blame you For all the pain In my heart I want to hate you
Hope is so elusive It just won’t come near Hopelessness and foolishness Grasping to things that just aren’… I can’t seem to find freedom
The two of them sat face to face by the banks of the narrow stream smoking cigarettes, throwing stone… and dismantling