I have been proud I have considered myself wise I have thought that I was Far above The failures of others
You’re still My favorite person A thing Impervious to change Your memory
The battle rages on Leaves me weary Restless and weak But at This moment
Self Determination It’s never free There is always a cost Self determination Requires
Passions pit perfervid. Smoking cinders, and coals endure petulantly past their prime. Blisters and puss
In the street. Pensive glares pregnant with meaning. Imagined Memories. Greetings between Former lovers wrenched
REST! REST! REST! It is finished he has said put no faith in your own hands
Too many times you told me Too many times “if I had known” Too many times “ I wouldn’t do it… Too many times “ I fell too far s… Too many times I never measured u…
To have kept you Would have cost me Nothing To have lost you
How was it possible? Why on earth Did it never happen Before? How did you change
For an instant I touched it Greatness was upon me I wonder Do you know it?
I want to have it all A full meal with all the flavors Of the single morsel You fed me
When I got over the hill the girls hooted and I skated down the fun side of the arched bridge over the river. Carving hard
2015-01-21-21-07-36_poetryx Wondering Wandering Quagmire My own creation
I can no longer trust my mind not to betray me, and devour me To bury me with thoughts of insecu… Was it love was it something else