One year ago We were nearly lovers One year ago The closest of friends One year ago
The two of them sat face to face by the banks of the narrow stream smoking cigarettes, throwing stone… and dismantling
It’s been 14 years Since we’ve spoken 14 years In which I’ve tried to Bury my regrets
To have kept you Would have cost me Nothing To have lost you
You are a pain I can’t put out of… You are an ache I can’t cease to… The momentary joy worth limitless… Knowing the pain that was before m… I chose to embrace that momentary…
2014-12-29-23-07-15_journalx It is all too easy to be a smug pr… I don’t watch t.v. I don’t eat McDonald’s I don’t use facebook
The way to a man’s heart Is through his stomach Or so the saying goes But things are seldom So simple as that
Too long trapped Hopeless and caged Owned and enraged I saw a way out Extinguished my apathy
If anyone but you Had told me not to talk to you They would never have succeeded I let you go Because you asked me to.
I know That you still feel The same as I do I know That it can only
You’re still My favorite person A thing Impervious to change Your memory
She was never mine I was never her’s Neither loved as a possession Both possessed By the love we shared
In this life We have moments Both good and bad We have them all But the best moments
Our love cost you dear It cost you all A price I would have willingly pa… Though that cost Sadly landed on you
I can no longer trust my mind not to betray me, and devour me To bury me with thoughts of insecu… Was it love was it something else