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Broken record messages

To: ZPE

I don’t understand why I feel this way
stuck beneath all this pain
you’re just a boy
and I’m just a girl
so what’s so special about what we shared
why can’t I sleep at night because I crave your presence?
why can’t I just dream without you invading them and taking every ounce of my sanity with you when dawn comes and I awaken?
why can’t I smile at school?
and roam the same halls?
why can’t I just let go?
Why can’t I let go of what we had?
why can’t I force you out?
why do I feel jealousy towards the other girls who smile your way?
why despite everything all of our friends tell us do I need you?
why despite all the pain and the anger
do I miss the little things?
why do I want to call you mine?
I’m out of my mind
I’m out of my mind
I just want to be able to breathe
without having it be caught up between the barriers of what we used to be and what I am now.
I can’t move on from this
I don’t know why
I can’t sleep
why you dance amongst my dreams
why you won’t let me sleep
why you won’t let me breathe
I guess it’s just me
oh I guess it’s just me

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