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The Battle Within <3

as days pass slowly
an weeks creep by
I find myself obsessing
about ways that I could die
I lay awake late at night
thinking of my pain
there’s no way it can get better
I have nothing left to gain
suddenly thoughts of death
are controlling my ever move
an every battle with in my mind
I always seem to lose
I no longer want to be around
the people that I love
all that I can think about
is what is waiting up above
I cut my arms with razor blades
to dull the pain inside
but that can only last for so long
I don’t want to be alive
I manage to keep my composure
when people are around
they don’t understand me
so I don’t make a sound
I smile when I have to
I brake down when I don’t
I know I should be strong
but I also no I wont
so I lay upon my bed
my mind already  made up
so I grab the gun
an put it to my head

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