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Living in chaos

To Mother

Chaos Is a place I live in
Grew up with it like a sibling
 
Put me to sleep at night and woke me up in the morning
Wonder y I love it
That’s a good question
It was said that you run away
Instead I just stay
 
It’s something that brings out the worst in me
An the best would never be
 
I look for everything to change
Yet I always remain the same
Love is something I can’t find if it is sweet n considerate
I want it ruff an tuff with ocean waves
Like a hurricane that has no ending
 
Yea chaos is a place I live in
I grew up with it like a sibling
This is all I know
And grew to love it so
Ask me why I do not know
 
Destruction
Desfunctional
It’s a world of despair
 
Chaos became me
As much as I  try to be free
It found me
It held me
It birth me
 
Laughter and happiness
I only had a slight glimpse
 
We stopped trying
We just remain the same
 
If chaos created child
I am scared to wonder
I wonder if so would I

A mothers love and a mothers anger is two different things . I mostly know one side :'(




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