Our Book
Inspired By, Ethan
Lets have them write books about how much we loved each other
.
Love that we did not know what to do with, so we did nothing at all
We may of loved like the moon and the stars
But nothing lasts forever and honestly I’m glad
Simply because I am too self destructive to love
And my misery, it is what I fall asleep to every lonely night.
My pain engulfs me in darkness.
I used to stand here for you
A part of me still does.
I know not of what our love once was.
Its nothing but a fading memory.
Something that I can’t even cling to anymore.
You spit words of hate at me then took them back.
You said you loved me one day then the next you are all over her .
I’m screaming in my mind and my soul is split down the middle.
You kissed me and I knew my answer but you turned and walked away.
I knew the words I wanted to say but I knew I had to wait.
I know I am nothing but a flawed mess
I’m worthless,
A failure.
A Fuck-up.
A mistake made by nature.
I know all of this but I still know that I won’t be used
You can’t keep doing this.
The dating and ending it all over and over.
It honestly doesn’t hurt like it did
but it still feels like a blade running, across my neck.
I simply want to know what the hell happened?
So to end our book let them write it in blood for all the blood spilled due to our falsified love.
(2014)
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