Not first not last
(Not the one I loved)
I miss... All the wrong things
I forget there was pain
I have over looked the sadness
I do remember the love
I do remember the sweet kisses
I do remember holding you in my arms
The smoke that filled our souls,
Was from the fire that burned in our hearts
We mistook that fire for passion
And let it burn our souls
No one can tell us it wasn’t love
No one can tell us what we didn’t feel
We were lost, directionless, and wounded
Our moral compasses distorted by anger
Maybe, a word that feels like a prison cell
For the broken hearted man
What if? A phrase that incapacitates growth
For the broken hearted man
We can never change the past,
And love can only bind two souls,
If each soul has love in their heart.
To love and not be loved
Can drive you crazy
To love and not be loved
Can feel worse than death
People change, remember she isn’t her anymore
She is not her
Her who put her head over your heart
She is not her
Her that kissed you and made the world stop
She is not her
Her who gave you direction and purpose
And as so love comes, as so it will go
And this pain is temporary
But the memories will for ever be eternal
As you have loved once you will love again
Learn, grow, change
And one day
Love again
(2015)
