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A broken smile

The sadness I feel is indescribable, therefore I will do anything to make everyone around me happy.
No one should feel empty like this, not even myself.
I know this, but I cannot stop it.
I walk around, smiling, laughing, loving.
But when I look in the mirror I see nothing but a broken smile.
There is no sparkle in my eye, there is not joy in my face.
I stare at myself, trying to find that smile I love to create.
How can I create my own precious smile?
How can I repair this broken smile?
A smile from a stranger slowly stitches together what is broken, but not enough.
This broken smile makes me long for the joy that I so easily bring to others, but for myself?
I might have blocked out the first ten years of my life, but that did not block out the sadness, the anger, the confusion.
This broken smile represents a broken life.
Therefore I will do anything to make others happy.
So they never have to smile a broken smile, and live a broken life.
Something tells me with do time this will fix my broken smile.
But than there are days where I know this smile will forever be broken.
How do you fix a broken smile I ask?
I will keep looking, looking for a repair.
But until then, smile for me.
So I can see what a real smile looks like.

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