Im 15 and nothing is fun I just feel like giving up yelling out that I am done trying. its rare to find me crying over anything cause I am a person people over look but they took me for granted the shook me off and kicked me down. I cant keep going all my expressions disappeared, my impression iv made has started to fade and my depression grows stronger and everything in my life turned bad iv took the wrong path I can do the math and tell nothing will change unless I accept help. I have gotten older and bolder but the bolder I get the heavier the boulder on my shoulders get until I cant stand it I cant find my senses I liked band art and now im trying to start on poems hoping I can find the part of me I lost which is my heart I lost to darkness in a markless place with nothing but space so I cant show my face to anyone that wants to see me smile its been a while since I have done that but now im getting my 3rd therapist and this one im going to take seriously and I hope it helps or I cant cope with myself cause I hurt everyone I love iv hurt my whole family so I have set a goal to fix that and not get mixed up in anger or rage anymore.