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I Should Be In Chains

I don’t know what insanity is.
If losing control of my own life
Is an explanation for my behavior
Then hold me down...
 
Inject me with the serum
That will numb my mind
And shut me down
So I could finally...
 
Calm...
 
Let the shadows surrounding me...
Stop talking to my brain...
 
The straight jacket won’t be enough
To hold me back.
 
Cuff me in chains against the wall.
Tight enough so that when I struggle...
I can’t break loose.
 
I can’t breathe in...
I’m suffocating...
 
The serpent coils around my neck.
It’s enjoying the hunt...
 
Watching...
Tormenting...
It’s prey...
 
To believe it wants death...
 
Believing that there is no where to run.
 
It tires...
 
Watching me struggle.
 
I lost control of myself...
 
I want to scream...
 
Scream...
 
My head is pounding...
I can’t remember...
How to breathe...
 
The strength of my voice...
Force it out...
 
Salivating through dry lips...
 
Release it...
 
My ears began to burn...
 
My throat swallowing hard...
 
I need...
 
It comes out...
 
In the most painful screech...
Desperate for air...
The pit of my stomach burns...
Like acid...
 
The serpent releases
Dropping against my feet
And slithering away
In disgust
 
It loathes my existence...
 
If I want to scream...
 
Then I still want to live...
 
I want this pain inside
To stop taunting me...
I don’t want to lose...
 
Scream body...
 
Scream...
 
SCREAM!!!

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