(2008)
My life is full But I miss you fiercely Don’t be concerned For this much I’ve learned It’s not that I need you
Numb In my daily slumber Shaken awake by another dream How you caused me to stir Wide awake
Fight or flight All my natural instincts Mind, body, soul You stole And you punctured a hole
Succumbing as I kneel Feelings and facts blur together But which is more real? Truth leaks from my eyes As I say my goodbyes
FUCK it’s ironic Like something chronic SHUCKS timing sucks When the truth comes out FUCK she’s hot
The genuine smile is such a miracl… It’s just a curve of the mouth But it’s so profound To create a change without a sound We all have such power
This buzzing box This room I find myself in Pulsing, swarming, flashing lights… All around me All looking for something
Over and over Lying in bed I just can’t abolish it out of my… So fucking over it Ideas shot dead
A life that resonates Like a fate you wish you were a pa… Those doors, windows and gates Swing open but remain locked And that superficial feeling of de…
Everything I hoped for You left me wanting more But now it’s different from before I want you now Like I wish I craved you then
My heart feels strange And you’re so out of range I was just smiling And now suddenly I’m crying I don’t know what to say
I try to drink my gifted little cu… With a massive grin on my face Every time I look up and see her… I’m such a geek That I come here to sneak a peak
How do I feel ..? My body aches as illusions peal aw… My stomach lurches and I can’t th… I guess I feel betrayed But woah, slow down
It’s funny how paradoxes pulse wit… With no ego involved We evolve Me and her The two of us
The Serene of three quarters My special rules and regulations Spoiled by a crack From a silly invitation Drop of the jaw
