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Bear

My bear
You were my first, my one and my thought of being my only,
You gave me experiences, feelings I never thought I would feel,
It wasn’t love nor happiness,
You brought sadness and pain in me I never thought I would never feel for a boy
Actions, words you said to me made me love you Oh yes I loved you!
You loved me I believe that, you weren’t beautiful you weren’t what I wanted but u were everything to me ..
I hated the people around us, we weren’t free but every meeting made me free wth u
People say you cheated, people didn’t know how to mind there business.
Mixed emotions, you never left my mind since the day you asked me out.
I hurt you, I did but l forgot how you made me feel before Christmas
Memories of me and you fade like they never happen, I only remember the things that matter to me, it seems like what we had has no value, the love
And the tummy aches you gave me just cuz I seen you.. Now I feel nothing
This is teenage love after all I just hoped the love we had lasted longer I never wanted to be with anyone or share myself with anyone only you.. But you broke me, I never cried for you..
I see the way you treat your boo or whatever, you praise her you don’t care what ppl say about you together but when we were together we never were public we didn’t take pictures post them on media so everyone could know.... Felt like you was hiding me
I know you don’t love her, she was something to forget me but did it work
My boyfriend maybe be the best thing, better than you in many levels cause he cares truly cares, but I can’t seem to forget u and I want too I really do.. I can fuck him but I can never make love to him..
You still in my mind and worse of all ur still in my heart
Every Time I think about u makes me wish time could move faster so I can forget you
I hate me because I still love you, I will never tell you this because I know you will feel like you got a hold of me
I would tell you my true feelings but u go and tell somebody..
I don’t know what to believe to be honest my only problem is I can’t get u out my head
It’s so cringe, the way I feel about u after a year I still feel strong for you..
All you want is my pussy, just a taste then you go, I don’t mind because I would want mine too

This was wrote in 2015 December, my first boyfriend..

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