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Necessary Love

I’ve been searching all my life… I knew I could never find it but that didn’t stop me from looking, just to fill that whole that constantly remained me of what I was missing.
One kiss on the forehead, and telling  me not to be afraid, reading story books and making me laugh was necessary, taking me to dance classes and holding my hand when all seemed to much…was so necessary.
Did you really think mother was going to cover up for you? She had to tell me at some point to ease the pain.
I had to lie to my friends about the father I never had and always wanted…in my dreams you cared, you loved me and I could stop pretending.
Your love was necessary but you choose to leave
I’m tired of begging you to give me what I’ve been searching for…
Living without you was like some kind of nightmare
Sometimes I wished it away but it could never go away as it was the story of my life. I thank God for my mother
She did a brilliant job that you ran away from.
Was I a disgrace?
Why did you make me feel unwanted? When I needed you most?
I never wanted your money I just wanted the necessary love of a father because
Your love was necessary not your wallet

(2012)

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