Violent fluctuations of hope
Only temper torturous thoughts.
Inject a drug to replace you
For time cannot be fought.
What decides who’s deserved

I lay adrift a mass of words
And bones & thread, they went unhe
For devotion’s fled my awful clasp
And never will return.
I begged my love; never for her lo

Wearied perspective; I’m not the
And fate could have it worse,
Yet I can’t cope,
And always knew
Consequence for un-ending hurt.

Over the river seas,
Through tallest pines,
At different speeds,
A thousand miles,
Imperfection’s will.

I remember everything you said,
I slept each night inside your bed
You claim I told you that I cared
Yet I wasn’t there
Because I’m not around,

For her without light,
Never a distraction to choose,
Heaven too will wait
For him with no fight,
It can come to the likes of you.

Melancholick black bile coagulates
Time, it kills; there is no killin
Alone a restless minde bleeds the
So too, alone, does innocence sour
Smiles without smiling; sleep with

In a moment thoughts are spoken
With flippant retrospection,
In a moment enthused, impressed, c
Now forever in abandon.
Spoken, lived, even felt: in these

Mid-night in your garden,
With the futility of words,
Outside the place we swore,
I was doing so well
But I don’t dream anymore.

All I see, softly glancing back a
Is all I need, all I ever wanted
Looking in your mirror, who I am
With clear hope, less the dread;
Deeper in your heart, I always wa

In our sadness,
When the world seems too trying
And compassion waits unfound,
Are we losing the feeling?
In our sadness I will sink, I wil

And I let go of my cares,
Lost inside a lunar mare,
She was dying to belong
To me.
And now no one.

Autumn leaves in summer rain,
Waylaid promise surrenders in sham
And a hundred requitement’s lay ca
In accumulative nights holds a lon
Collecting the stones of her young

No weight, no strength,
No good, no wealth
Nor chances dealt,
No oath, no plan
Nor having felt

Have you ever played a cameo,
Or held your breath for years?
Carried on streets, words, and son
A thousand miles never here
With you, but waiting to be living

I will fail and fall short,
I will be who you want,
I wish you felt this hurt,
I wish I was who you want.
I can’t feel again.

Hearts are made of but blood and v
He asks a no-longer-needed world;
Carried alone to bed, on mute and
Disappearing like fog; watching yo
Though this wound is deeper than w

In the shadow of hope begs an unhe
Lost and abandoned, where we used
Please stay, please hear;
Pleasing all for you, as long as y
But your mind’s gone, you need a n

Send unto me your truths, and heed
Show grace and cast swete forgiven
Let me receive your demon’s; unwor
I will procure thy innocence to th
I acknowledge my faults; now willi

What could it take to stir a heart
How does resentment hold, where wa
Would pure desire and promise true
Gain love in spite of you?
Who hears your voice, do they rece