June 13th, 2023 One can dream
Were your reasons true? Were they for me or for you? Was there really nothing we could… I wonder. Why was it easier to hide?
What I mistook for your warmth I now realize was actually a freez… You found me, built me up Then destroyed me You claim to care about me
There once was a man from Frederi… Who lost sight of his worth and me… But along she came, Then left just the same, And now his heart feels asymmetric…
My self deprecation Are humbling jokes As to starve my ego Not a reflection of self hatred My sense of self
Help me to understand it Help open up my eyes I’m trying to move past it But I can’t seem to see why When we’re together
It would be easier If I could hate you If you had so utterly decimated me That I couldn’t stand again It would be easier
I pray you don’t find These words of pain from my heart I’m broken right now
People always say, “These feelings will fade away” Which ones, love or pain?
Hello my Darling, how are you? How was your day? What can I do? Hello my Love,
What I do Was for you Now it’s me Found self love But I still
You Your Your voice Echoes ghostly In the halls of my memories
Most people drain me But you are not most people You recharge my soul
My vision clouds with these tears Tears made from our memories Maybe one day the they will stop Or I won’t feel them anymore
This bed is too big I have too much space These blankets are too much Engulfing me, but I still shiver I have too much food
As I step forward I look back for one last time I wish you all the best