Feel
Because you feel nothing about death
You say that death is not felt
People try to forget
I just can not
When I look into your eyes
And your black curled hair
I just think about the time
I have to live by your side
which is uncertain
that will never be enough
just get close
All the time
don’t waste a moment
That can be last
When I sit on this empty couch
waiting for you to arrive
Like a dog
It’s not that I’m dependent, my dear
I just don’t want death to come
and get me away from you
I just want to feel you close
almost inside
Of me
Do you understand that at some point this ends?
Did you stop to think that somehow
this is not forever?
I hope to keep finding you
infinitely
But maybe I’ll not remember
this moment
that I’m bind with you
feeling this feeling
Of love that invades me
the most beautiful thing
Baby, this is so sad
Don’t ask me not to cry in advance
Even if 60 years pass
That’s too little
The minutes are fast
the years are to short
I don’t want, I don’t want to have to go
and leave you
Wach you go and leaving me
Baby, this is so sad
Don’t ask me not to despair
Does no one understand
That one day it all ends?
Wouldn’t you say you love me every second
Scared of the universe taking me out of your arms
This is not a panic attack
That’s scared of get away
Of what I love
And fear to forget
something like this
Afraid to not kiss your lips anymore
Come close and tell me you love me one more time
That you has never seen more inexplicable beauty
hug me tight
And I will say one more time that I love you
That I’ve never seen such inexplicable surreality
That I will always miss you
And the dread that it all end
Gabriela Quenard Nemitz
