interaction is necessary. i’m not only an observer. i go beyond perception. i need merging. in merging,

an isolated observer whose sole existence is in his perception of others. interaction is an obstacle. to interact is to be involved.

After-images in my reflection. A building pressure in my complexi… Dark eyeballs laying in its hold. It’s been many years, I’ve been t… I lay sideways, full of fear

that which perceives is pure. that which interacts is manufactured. these are separate.

Run, and escape yourself. Run, become void of desire. Run, let go of stimulating pain. Run into the arms of the dull ache… Run from me.