I never really knew how to spell your name.

You were just always my Eanor

It’s been so long since Isaw you, I miss you, We all do.

It’s been so long, so long I don’t even know when. I can’t even remember your face.

Oh how I loved you,

How you told people about us, about me.

The times we all spent together,

Ate at Wimpy on Saturdays. The food you made,

I miss that, I miss you!

Your soft, gentle, big heart of gold! Always did so much for others. Always gave stuff up for others!

Taken for granted by some . But I saw how strong you were,

Though,

I’m glad you gave up, I hated seeing you suffer!

But now...

I’m really mad at you, for leaving me! Told you everything,

Never judged anyone, I remember our secrets, can’t remember them all,

It’s been that long!

How you always brought us tea, coffee. Aleways did so many things for us.

“Onthou Eanor nog hoe ons pannekoeke gebak het?”

You told me stuff I wasn’t supposed to hear “en jy weet wat!”

I’m truly proud to have had you, as my awesome Eanor.

You had your problems, but I realised I never even said Goodbye

Maybe because,

I think I didn’t want to see you those last days, there in so much pain.

I do regreat some stuff,

How you put us on guilt-trips

But I always loved you, miss you

And hope to see you soon.

Finally I’m now letting go.

GOODBYE my dearest Eanor