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There are days that seem so bright,
then there are days as dark as the night.
I feel as if I’m a prisoner
In the lair of my memories.
My doctor calls it depression,
everyone else says it’s just me.
But the thoughts and feelings,
no one will ever be able to understand,
the things of my past that they cannot see.
Some say I’m insane,
others say I’m just weird.
I feel like I’m a different person,
and the old me just disappeared.
I get a funny feeling,
it comes from deep inside.
I get all mad and angry,
like I am erupted in flames,
an overwelming heat that overcomes me,
no one can see all I want is to run and hide.
I can’t explain the way
my tears run blood along my veins
I fear if I let go of my pain
I’ll cease to be and give into my curse.
I can tell the war is coming,
I can hear it in my heart,
along the grounds of my innocence,
I cannot deceive
the darkness that lingers within me anymore
I’m letting go, I’m losing control.
I fear that the evil inside my soul has taken control
The war has been faught and the devil inside me has won
no one can save me now.
(2011)
