The Escape
Crawling into the darkness,
This deep, dark hole.
I know where this leads,
And yet
With all the knowledge I know,
I still proceed...
At one point I ask myself
It never fails,
How do I allow this to happen?
Why did I let this occur?
With no precaution,
Now I can’t see,
Everything is a blur.
I am lost,
Not certain how to get myself back.
Stop continuously choosing
All the wrong tracks
I give myself the pleasure
Of living in hell,
I should turn around.
When I go to move
I’m immediately frighten,
Of the change I’d like to come true.
I’m exhausting myself..
It ends today.
I’m too hard on myself,
I have nothing to gain.
By living this life I live,
I’m afraid I’ll stay astray..
I can’t continue this way
I will not survive
I’d like my chance now,
I want to live
Before I die
Life, depression, battle, will power,
