How do I feel again
It’s numb
The feeling I can’t feel
The smile that can’t be found
The friends I won’t met
The time that doesn’t fly by
That’s all me
The feeling I get
Now all the time
First it was just when you were gone
Now it’s all the time
Not because of you
I’m not wasting my happiest on time gone by
I’m wasting on the time that just won’t move
To the endless minute
To the sleepless times
I wished to be saved
I want to save my self
I’m trying so hard
To not say what it is
Now it’s a thing, that breathes in my head
Never dies,
But also refuses to cry
Not a grip on a dream
the ones I cannot hold to memory
The motion I feel
Is holding back the scream
Deal
The deal that I can
But shall not try
Never looking at both ways
Before the trip comes
Pushed into rushed times
Endless bad luck
I wish for my time of 7years
To be over the wall
Of forgotten things
That has no lock
That can’t be looked into
But only by the stare in my eyes
That the next tore will show
Of the never sleeping list
That can’t be broken
The pattern of hope
That can’t be fixed
Of a mind of a ocean
I’ll wave to the sky’s
As my last goodbye
That the times won’t see
Moving on is the easy part
Not crashing is the worries
One crash
Two days
Three lies
And four gentile marks
Of time of my sail
Floating away
Finding a new time
Ill spend my days
As a swan in air
Need going no where
think your down
You are high
But to to the look of the eye
But the cancer in your lungs
I hoped to not become
Numb to the time
Meaningless to my smile
All is well
When you can’t hold to the grip of the time that is going in your head
Never to your feet
—ally schatz
