GOD
I sit and wonder
I start to write
I ask myself
This god
People pray to and idolize
Is he real?
He never have spoken to me
No righteous people ever came my way
Unless u count church people on tv
There is no light the dark consumes me
History says he is white
But he isn’t related to me
I try to sit
Talk to this god
I often hear stories of people even walking with this god
Am I wrong for the questions I ask of him
My god my god my god
They say how great is he
Yet this god is just a man to me
Part of the history of men who hurt me
I accepted his child into my heart
Dunk in the water
Now my soul is dry
I cry to this god oh god oh god why
Christians may take this as disbelief
Light is never a part of me
I will continue to wonder what does GOD mean to me
