I am broken and beaten and spit at and bashed

Help! Can someone please hurry fast,

I’m torn apart, ripped to shreds,

Go away these thoughts inside my head,

My heart is in pieces right here on the ground,

You stomped it and stomp it and stomp it and pound,

Till blood stops running, humanity gone,

I love you, I hate you, I know it is wrong,

These feelings, this love deep down in my heart,

Won’t go away, I can’t be made whole while we are apart,

Why all this cruelty, found you, then lost,

Love like this comes once in a lifetime and at a great cost,

I wish I could erase what my mind is always on,

Wanting and wishing for you to respond,

I don’t understand so I guess I’ll just wait,

Where did you go, my love, my soul-mate,

I can’t do it, the door just isn’t shut,

This never-ending love deep down in my gut,

I hate you for speaking to me that spring day,

You said it would happen and I said no way,

There are pieces missing inside my soul,

The ones you took, they left a huge hole,

You said you loved me, that you would never stop,

So how come my attempts are now just a flop,

I go on like nothing is damaged inside,

Only you and I know the true love and pain I hide.