Fake Friends
Feeling lost in the ocean of people, not alone, yet truly alone
Where have the people gone, just walking through
Not sure where to go
Telling myself I will find them, yet always still roam
Not knowing which corner will lead me home
Not knowing where home is, in my mind I am stuck
Looking for a hand, any hand
Someone to pull me out of this rut
all hands have left, Calvary quit
My candle once bright now barely lit
The air leaves my lungs, strength weakens
A friend is what I am seeking
All of you gone, moved on
So alone I listen to my sad songs
Leaving me in the background as though there is no room
That’s fine, I will pick up my love, loyalty, attention and give you all my doom
The pain, all the struggles
The nights I needed a body, anyone’s to snuggle
All the times I felt I didn’t matter
I will take all that pain, all that suffering and I will rise
I will become your mad hatter
Your life in my hands will not be safe
For all the times you made me feel unwanted
My rage will be your fate
