First Step To Freedom
Officially Done. I’m done holding on to potential. I’m done giving more than one chance.
I’m done trying.
I refuse to continue to waste my time.
If you really wanted me as bad as you claim to, you wouldn’t let me feel this way.
You wouldn’t lie to me continuously.
I tried to trust you, I really did... But I’m tired of stressing myself out about you.
Always wondering why you make the stupid mistakes you do.
Why do you give other girls more attention than you give me.
I can’t be with someone that makes me feel insecure.
Someone that makes me second guess my beauty and my worth.
I finally realized you will never change.
I’m not going to keep holding on to empty promises.
I want you but you don’t want me as bad as I thought you did.
So as much as this hurts for me to do, I have to. I am looking out for me from now on... I’m done.
—Black Bird
(2015)
