Fall apart
I’d been sitting by this window since 1 am.
Slowly listening for the world around me to come alive
as I continued to feel dead.
My feet had gone all tingly and hands are feeling numb
I’s been trapped in a mental nothingness
And my body had succumb.
I feel only my chest now and the pressure on my heart
I never knew that breathing would ever be this hard.
The world is dying down again
And everything is far
I never thought I’d sit idly and still
Fall apart.
