How am I supposed to get my hands on you. When you don’t even know I love you. This is killing my mind. I can even find… a way to get to what I want to be mines. I’m just being left in the past. I’ve never thought it would feel this bad. I start to look around and everything is starting to fall down. I don’t want to let go.
How far out have I got to move?
Oh I’ve got to get next to you
But you’re so far away
Searching for a heart another world away
You’re all I need and now if you knew
I can’t operate without you
No I can’t never live another day
Fall into the floor
You’re my heart attack
Sometimes I regret that your not with me. It been awhile since I got a chance to smile. My feeling been like that for a while. I kept my pain to myself.  Sometimes I think I’ll be happy with wealth. I don’t want to hold on to the feeling. These emotions are starting to destroy my mind.
How far out have I got to move?
Oh I’ve got to get next to you
But you’re so far away
Searching for a heart another world away
You’re all I need and now if you knew
I can’t operate without you
No I can’t never live another day
Fall into the floor
You’re my heart attack
I’m looking  for all these way to get back to you. To me your heart is thousands miles away. Without you I’m living my life day to day. High off my music and other things holding my feeling. Hoping in the back of my mind that i’ll have you back in my life. Like everything would be fine. But I realized I’m just telling myself lies. Going back in my dark room just to listen to music and cry. I wonder if youu… knew how far I would go just to see you. I’m barely operating without you. You not going to listen to what I got to say you just going to do you.  Chilling at the club thinking those guy could do better then me boo. Its funny because I actually missed you. The irony being that is crazy. You left me and never look back. Just like a heart attack.