so i guess im left alone again, waiting on the end of my phone again. why cant the pain end?  why did the cutting start, why have these feelings effected me, why can’t i be happy again? so i guess this week will be then same again, late nights, tears and blood glisten before they fall . please get him off my mind god. i need to work, i need to pull through, i need to prove them wrong, show them im right. please give me strenght god . get him off my mind please god