Until you have seen every jagged c
You cannot say I am paranoid
You have no idea what it is truly
Fear
Knowing that the men who hurt you

While you hold her in your arms,
I’m at home holding a bottle of pi
While you tell her how important s
My father is telling me I am usel
While you’re smiling into her eyes

Sitting alone dark and cold
Grab a tissue and dab at my tears
A year has gone by and I’m still
A constant, continuous, miserable
A mindset so poisonous and I can’

I’m staring at the furnace
Thinking that these colder nights
It’s a place where be childhood wa
But it was cold and all wrong
I become a devil there a demon who

I wish sadness was the book you ca
It would weigh you down but all yo
Sadness doesn’t go away that easil
It is like that book in a way thou
You see, there are good days and b

I’ve been thinking about myself la
You say it’s selfish and I should
But I need to free myself from th
I’m being buried in the ground wit
I’m being cursed by every careless

The thought of self is a concept t
It’s hard to know who you are when
But think about what you love and
Because you are all those things
Darling you’re a masterpiece

I act like I don’t care so much
That I’m beginning not to
It’s just that the days drag on
And I can’t get any rest
I’m exhausted

My inspiration comes from my burni
Though long journeys chasing sunri
At peace with the stars that are d
And these drives will lead me to a
Road that I have not been down be

When I think of you I feel sad
Not because I miss you, but becau
Threw it all away
You threw it away for a girl who w
She didn’t love you or herself and