I can’t tell if I’m crying becaus
Or maybe it’s a combination of the
You say I’ve developed an attitud
But I think it’s just the choice
You thought I wouldn’t move on

You asked today why I feel the ne
I shrugged it off and replied with
You pointed at the cigarette betwe
You said my soul was turning black
I laughed at that because you shou

Self amazed art
Paint brushes form from my hair
This world is a canvas
And I’m a bright yellow aoura try
My rays shine bright onto windowsi

I need to find some beauty in my l
I need to find the light
I’m suffocating in a black hole
But I hope it’s drifting towards
There are galaxies in my eyes

Realize what I once told myself
Vowed I’d never live in self doub
But thats what’s circulating me
My shadow lurking following me
I realized that I took an oath

All I need is one lazy day
Clear my mind
And do absolutely nothing
Maybe I’ll watch new movies
Or listen to some inspiring music

Sick and cruel
These are the words I would use t
Men that I’ve met
My coworker, my ex, my teacher
You would think where I was so yo

You asked me today why I look so
I couldn’t tell you why
Because you wouldn’t have cared
All of this stuff is just small ta
You’ll ask me a question

I’m tired of walking the same grou
I’m tired of waking with a blank e
But I don’t think I’m depressed o
I’m just not content with my life
Because I know I’m cut out for mo

Driving fast on an empty road
I feel the eyes of a power above m
I don’t know who they belong to
But I feel them watching over me
My car now spins it flipped four t