I’m the first you told The others knew before me Love and misery Love crushed by desire Afraid ready to take flight

Shut down uncertain Arms length from the other side Emotionless blade Loves a world away Unnatural existence

Life one shot away The end is drawing nearer The answer is within reach Tears and loneliness Extreme pleasure then more pain

Nine lives aren’t enough Many meetings, many lives Gone, lifted away

Bleed to disappear The past that holds the triggers Erase the patterns Fear of losing love A life forgotten to live

What if, memories War of change, fixed at zero Selfless death then life Dark matter vision Dark empty void into light

Exit current path Remember amnesia Careless memories

My sanctuary A dark painful resting place Alarm strikes collide Socialization An alignment or betrayed

Tears fall like ashes Pain burns away the surface Life’s amnesia

A poster princess Her love a web of deceit Running from her truth

Shallow grave control Sideways an easy way out You dare surrender

Insidious you Memories like a black hole Night kisses the day The dark crawling in Rising from a thunder strike

Throw yourself away Wrong reasons not worth the fight Prison or bullet

Stairway back to life Again to find you my love Encompassed by wings Memories linger Fear of the darkness growing

Can you hear me call My heart holds your love inside Your path takes you now