Throw yourself away Wrong reasons not worth the fight Prison or bullet

My sanctuary A dark painful resting place Alarm strikes collide Socialization An alignment or betrayed

Dark figure within Not suitable to be loved Life finds a way out

Diaphanous love Feeling real an illusion Real the hurt and pain Penetralia Her younger self still crying

My favorite sin Rainbow in the dark you are Nightmare fantasy

A love fades away Your searching comes back empty This time isn’t mine

A world around you Resurrection once again A rose on my grave Drift away again Whats left of me right for you

Try not to love Must stay in touch with myself Easier to be dead Left to say nothing Left to wonder if I care

Something that was not Feelings met with fear & doubt Festinate the end

Stairway back to life Again to find you my love Encompassed by wings Memories linger Fear of the darkness growing

Like nobody else Betrayed, broken, bruised, save me Tearing memories Farewell what I’ve done Burned to the core, heart encased

Quiddity of life Time nor distance alter not Purpose over style

Peripeteia Safe haven turns to fortress Every kiss a lie

Person deconstruct Come please I’m falling deeper Another trigger

Purple black and blue Concealed behind steel blue eyes Protean nature