I wish I was dead!
I WISH I WAS DEAD!
If I don’t get up tomorrow I won’t be surprise
I been living in misery my whole life.
Wht sense I stay, when ppl treat me this way?
Ppl are such Hippocrates and back stabbers even up to this day.
Why my mom have to be like this?
If she hadn’t brought me into this world ent nothing I was going to miss.
U wud think she’s happy of the choices I make
Not knowing everthing I do is her heart tht I break.
It saddens me to see tht I’m tryin
Not knowing tht I will be the one tht ends up crying.
The pain I feel inside is so over bearing
I try to speak of it, but like no ones hearing
At times I feel like scaring myself with knives n razors
Knowing if I do, the pain will last just a few.
Wht does it mean when they say a mothers love?
Hmmmm.....
Ent nothing I cud do, but lay here n ponder if is the same God tht she pray to is really our FATHER!
(2014)
