I don't love you but this hurts all the same, by April Mills

I don't love you but this hurts all the same

I am not talking

But screaming at this wall

Please hear my cries for help

My happiness, my sanity restored with just one call

Not even a call

a text would suffice

Maybe today is the day

Today you’ll be nice

Blue and purple spirals circling my head Does it mean anything? I ponder in my bed

Blue Ghosts keep me awake at nigh… They mask the people I know I don’t want to speak to anyone I just want to be alone

Smoking rollies Drinking wine All these things To pass the time Sporadic talk

Stop the world I want to get off but the world is draining so I go to sleep

Could you fit on a postcard how yo… Your hazy smile Warms my heart As I make your cup of tea

This misinterpretation is just a distraction The dark I feel the light I push away Hit me, love me, use me, respect m…

You play me like a yoyo Back and forth Up and down Tossed away for another time, anot… Now is not convenient for you

Sometimes I want to fade away When I see the world shine so bri… This feeling tends to disappear When you touch my back so lightly

This ship has sailed We’re out at sea Uncertain waters Terrifies peacefully

You want to walk in the clouds But you’re stuck in the gutter Maybe that’s your fault baby You’re one awful fucker