I confined myself
around the walls I built.
To protect myself From heart ache and guilt. Of pieces that I let Them take from me.The pieces I had kept For the one who would adore me

I never knew Until I met you, that I was Imprisoned by my own stupidity, Of no interest, of desolation,
In total isolation behind my walls.

I could totally be myself
Until you came along.
I was blessed to get to know you, and I was able to watch you, admire you, adore you and appreciate your smile .
I watched you when you did not know I was looking, admiring your beauty and the color and light that you brought back into my life

Walls I put up intentionally.
Walls you tore down unknowingly.Walls I had never lived without,
Suddenly seemed unneeded.But, It’s amazing
how vulnerably passionate
yet absolutely terrified
one person is capable
of making you feel.

So I rebuilt my wall
but made sure of a safe door .To let just one that I would adore.But now the one that I adore. Had built an even taller stronger wall.

Now I fear .for the door I opened had closed behind her . The one I truly adore, is hurting as I had once hurt before. For many have breached her wall who only brought upon agony  and left her heart in pieces. The pieces she had to pick up too build her walls high and mighty

If only she could see. The light she has brought to me . Then maybe she would stop building this wall

So while this light shines upon me . I shall try
Tear down those walls, block by block and piece by piece.

In hope to help her rebuild her high and mighty wall. But to make sure that she too has a safe door. To let in who she might one day adore.

So I too can share the light she has brought me .