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Bella Monster

Cowardly scared

I miss you deeply, unfathomably, senselessly, terribly .... But I know I must give you your space .. Let you truly decide what you find will be best for you .. Would be selfish of me to say that would be me after all I’ve put you through .. Still I manage to fuck shit up after possibly having a chance... So tempted to reach out to you but can’t bring myself to do so ... To possibly face your rejection ... To face the conclusion of us ...

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Siego

Maybe im Fighting for the unattainable ... Seems it’s too late to make anything capable ... Between us... Do i dare give up even if my heart says do anything but... I mean How many time...
Poetry talk

Lost in my own guilt …. Don’t know any more what limits to abide by.. what I should tolerate from you because I deserve it and what I shouldn’t because well as everybody keeps saying we...
Lost ...

I shed my tears in the dark ... By my lonesome ... Where you can’t see... What you don’t believe.. What I do to me.. How I’m my own misery... Maybe I deserve to be ... To let my wrong ...
I'll be your punching bag

Why do you feel the need to throw shit at me constantly ... When we seem to be doing okay ... Just like you can’t handle it ... We have to be feeling some type of way? Huh... What’s the...
Home sick

Feel sick to my stomach ... Heart is aching uncontrollably .... I feel it’s tears overwhelming me inside ... So much they can’t stop flowing from these eyes of mine... My mind appears t...



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