Hmm... Where do I begin? 

When I first got with you, 

Thru everything

I knew I could win. 

You were the only sunshine I needed on a gloomy, rainy day

And whenever I asked you to do something, 

You always just said “okay”. 

See I respected that bc I knew how much we loved each other, 

We knew that as long as we had us, we would never look no further. 

It wasn’t long before I actually became your girl 

And truth be told Drew I did feel like I was on top of the world 

Everybody told me that we rushed things but I didn’t give a fuck.

They wasn’t in our shoes and havin you, I knew it wasn’t luck. 

It was a blessing like you said. 

You were a blessing to me. 

You changed my whole world

Had me speakin more positively. 

You made me look at life, 

In a different set of eyes 

Instead of focussing on the lows

I started lookin at my highs. 

Loving you gave me a high tho

that no drug could ever compare...

Havin someone fck me mentally first

Aha, yeah that shit was rare.. 

I think I was on like cloud what? 69? 

Hmm.... 69. 

Drew, remember our first time? 

But it wasn’t about the sex,

And I wasn’t worried about the next. 

I was just glad to have someone

Finally understand the parts of me that I didn’t. 

First I was like: Whoa this nigga got me thinkin crazyyyy

Then I was like: Shidd I mean, I just might have his baby. 

Lol who knows... 

That’s just the way love goes.. 

I was invested in you 

Nigga I cut off all my hoes. 

But you got caught up in some shit I can’t explain 

I did cry and wonder what it would be like if you felt my pain. 

You hurt me by your actions and tbh I probably hurt you by my words

I cant really judge who’s was right or wrong 

watever... I still got love for you 

Always did, Always will 

I don’t regret our relationship at all

Despite everything, I knew it was real

From the moment you said that 

You loved me...

To the time we said we were done 

I kno I lost this fight for you but 

Is it crazy to feel like I’ve won?