Lost myself with her forgo

Night upon night the thought of her grows.

Upon my mind her light tends to glow

Bright as the sun glistens on snow

I have never pushed to let her know

Though through this sonnet my sorrow flows

To understand and hear My woes

Lost myself with her forgo

Everlast I hear her sound

Soft yet remote my heart is bound

To never escape her love I’ve crowned

I feel lost, my soul to ground

My pain I hope soon withered and drowned

A scapegoat I fear is not to be found

And Due to her love’s constant resound

Everlast I hear her sound

Now in present the sparks ignite

With the past carries grey edged night

The present here with pain comes light

For now with you the flame grows bright

To always have you in my sight

With company you block the fight

That in past our feelings locked tight

Now in the present sparks ignite

For in her presence its as if spell cast

To cause my heart a beat too fast

On sight of her I just can’t last

And forced upon me are thoughts past

Of lost and love, regret so vast

To not allow mistakes to amass

I will stand proud of presence not passed

For in her presence its as if spell cast