Denial
Denial has eaten me away as my insecurities do as well I feel swollen all over losing loved ones one by one no family tree except the ones I created with the love of my life momma went mental she can’t tell reality from fiction I feel the friction as I wish god would take her from her misery mine as well I lost a bond that could never be replaced as I go on living I feel I am suffocating without the one who conceived me I can’t celebrate mother’s day anymore I lost her at a young age I’m in denial that this could ever happen to me
