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Drunk texting

Drunk texting  
I’m about three cups in, & I’m beginning to feel this liquor
My visions getting blurry & I can feel my stomach getting sicker .
I’ve been going through some things, no really a lot.
Been thinking bout my ex, fuck this,
I need another shot ...
Pull out my phone, go straight to my block list
Chuckle, cause that’s crazy, who knew a bitch could get me that pissed.
I don’t normally call her a bitch, this is just the liquor talking .
It’s fucking with me right now, I feel it in the way that I’m walking.
I click her name, our messages pop up.
Last thing I sent to her was a long ass message stating how I felt disrespected,
& the bitch one worded me with a “Yup”
Well now you understand why she was blocked.
Oh how I’ve become a better person, cause the old me would’ve handled that differently & that pretty little head of hers would’ve been knocked.
I start up a new message not really understanding how I’m feeling,
I begin to type as my keyboard started doubling in my vision.
Hey, backspace backspace backspace, I miss... Select all, delete.
Next thing you know my thumb was pressing send to a message that should have never been delivered,
& now my heart is in my ass, and my ass is to my damn feet .
She read the message I sent her “ I’ve been drinking about you”
She instantly replied “thats funny I was just thinking about you too”
Now I don’t know if it was the fact that I was intoxicated but I began to feel some type of way.
Like I literally waited for the three little dots to pop up as if she had something else to say .
So I texted her “ I hate yo stupid stubborn ass, you get on my nerves ”
she replied like “wait, what?” Like those were words she had never heard.
Now I’m in my feelings all mad and sad, on my Marvin’s room.
She steady texting me back to back because I just left her super confused.
“Why did you just text me that?” “Wth is wrong with you? ”
I told her “stop texting me ” she said “nigga you texted me”  
I felt myself taking another shot and the last thing I remember texting my ex was “FUCK YOU!”

(2014)

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