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Too Soon?
I missed how we used to be
Care free and happy
I missed talking to you
Without you I didn’t know what to do
It felt like being caged down deep in the dark
It felt like I was about to be ripped apart
I thought back to you all the time
Your memory never escaped my mind
As much as I wanted it to leave and never come back
It felt like my soul, my heart, trying to mend itself, was under attack
Trying to push pain away when you knew someone for so long
It feels like it is just an ongoing song
Hoping and praying to a God you don’t think is there
Begging and pleading and asking “did he really care?”
I did miss you and I missed the insanity of the things we knew
Is too soon to bind ourselves together with glue?
(2013)
