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Starlight

THE chill, sad evening wind of winter blows
    Across the headland, bleak and bare and high,
Rustling the thin, dry grass that sparsely grows,
    And shivering whispers like a human sigh.
 
The sky is thick with stars that sparkle keen,
    And great Capella in the clear northeast
Rolls slowly up the cloudless heaven serene,
    And the stern uproar of the sea has ceased
 
A fleeting moment, and the earth seems dead -
    So still, so sad, so lonely, and so cold!
Snow-dust beneath me, and above my head
    Star-dust in blackness, like thick-sprinkled gold.
 
The stars of fire, the tiny stars of ice,
    The awful whirling worlds in space that wheel,
The dainty crystal’s delicate device, —
    One hand has fashioned both - and I, who kneel
 
Here on this winter night, 'twixt stars and snow,
    As transient as a snowflake and as weak,
Yearning like all my fellow-men to know
    His hidden purpose that no voice may speak;
 
In silent awe I watch his worlds: I see
    Mighty Capella’s signal, and I know
The steady beam of light that reaches me
    Left the great orb full seventy years ago.
 
A human lifetime! Reason strives in vain
    To grasp at time and space, and evermore
Thought, weary grown and baffled, must again
    Retrace its slow steps to the humble door
 
Of wistful patience, there to watch and wait
    Devoutly, till at last Death’s certain hand,
Imperious, opens wide the mystic gate
    Between us and the future He has planned.
 
Yea, Death alone. But shall Death conquer all?
    Love fights and pleads in anguish of despair.
Sooner shall great Capella wavering fall
    Than any voice respond to his wild prayer.
 
And yet, what fire divine makes hope to glow
    Through the pale ashes of our earthly fate?
Immortal hope, above all joy, below
    All depths of pain wherein we strive and wait!
 
Dull is our sense; hearing we do not hear,
    And seeing see not; yet we vaguely feel
Somewhere is comfort in the darkness drear,
    And, hushing doubts and fears, we learn to kneel.
 
Starlight and silence! Dumb are sky and sea;
    Silent as death the awful spaces lie;
Speechless the bitter wind blows over me,
    Sad as the breathing of a human sigh.
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