When your your thing you do or want to do is fun crazy and making memories in you life living it to the fullest or wild. But when you grow and see what you have done it almost unbelievable sad even when you start to think back what type of young girl you lead people to believe you were instead of the young woman you wanted to be that will take you to a whole other side in life.
A young girl will many things to please a man or her family do what everything she is not do everything that she know will hurt her but is right for the other.
When you’re you. You want to please people to no ends no matter how much of yourself you have to give up to hold on to someone who loves you.
As a woman I know I am first what I want for myself my family besides my child and any lover or relationship is last so much come first I know this now as a woman.
A woman cares for her child and herself first screw everything else no one will tell when ir what to do unless you want to instead of being manipulated by some guy or family.
As a girl you can be manipulated to so much for a guy it will hurt you and only you for the rest of you life family will manipulated you as a girl in many way to benefit themselves at all coast.
Threw the pain of a girl and deeper scares as a young girl I am glad I have learned to be a woman so i must step up and be that woman!
Thank you God for opening my eyes.